DECONSTRUCTING SELF

hello frenz upon my entry into the world of blogosphere
well i'll tell u how it all started. today on a D.T.C bus from AIIMS to noida my train of thoughts had a wild flight soaring from the abysses of pacific to the heights of the the himalayas , i felt a deep urge to rediscover myself , to correlate my imagination to meaning & to discover the author in me (i suppose it wud be presumptous to call it the 'author', but still a little exaggeration wud do no one a harm)
For introduction purposes myself RAGHAV YADAV ,a first year enginnering student from I.E.T. LUCKNOW wid branch I.T..(well i suppose dat wud be enough for the beginning)
people will ask why i titled my blog as i have , but dere is certainly a reasoning .being a true capri i've certainly a peculiar inkling for the dilemma and indecision.i just cant help being indecisive!!!!!!!!!!!!!i just cant...
various periods of my life have been reflective of dis .more recently wen i was through the competitive exams stage and had to choose a college. i was caught napping between coaching in kota for JEE or to select a govt. college in UPSEE. well as it is clearly evident i opted for the later. but since dat day i have hugely regretted my decision.i tried to console my mind hoping dat a simulatneous preparaion wud be great. but as i have found out it was a deplorable decision. ' two birds in the bag r better than a plenty in the sky' ( i think i have screwed the quote big time )was my thought at that time,but i have learnt later dat widout dawdling in the potholes of risks one cant hope to steamroll to skyscrapers of greatness
Moving on , i suppose my blogging wud provide a paltform to understand the subtle nuances of authoring a book.i have plenty of ideas circulating through a whirlwind in my mind. but to draft them into a buk wud require some serious skills .
my blog wud certainly act as a itinerary of my serpentine life through the coming weeks.
Before bringing a conclusion to my primary blog i wud mention the person who inspired me to launch into real time blogging- my friend azeem the pmt warrior . though he has hibernated from active blogging for the coming few months his blogs were a treat to the readers......
so signing off wid a quote which i presonally admire a lot
people say " i was born intelligent , education ruined me "
i say " i was born fool , education only made ,matters worse"